Good Morning everyone! I'm back to continue blogging.. =X This post got photo but all is my act cute photos... Please bear with it ar.. muahahhaa....I really hope I can get the flat that I've applied as the place is super near my mom house. The house will be ready in 2015 so its like 5more years to go.. boo... My motive of moving near mummy house is cause I cant put my baobei with her with absolute peace of mind if I want to continue my further studies and I can go back for dinner everyday with my family.. and if I want to go out w.o baobei I can oso put her there with mummy cos so near. .LOL!! And most impotantly there's a primary school just opposite mummy house which I will want to register her there if I gotten the flat there... And most importantly if I got Bb.no2 my mummy can help me look after her while I continue to work.. ( I'm so bad! =X but I noe mummy is dying to see Big baobei everyday.. LOL!!)(Qian see liao dun lauff to urself ar? Muahaha...)
I've plan everything properly and now is hopefully we get through the first round of ballot.. hmm.. Now we are saving money for the new flat incase we gotten it and we can make the first payment and we will need to make the payment in August if we gotten the 1st ballot.. I'm working towards my dream and future...
As for my further studies probably after Bb.no2 is born I will start to forcus on my career when bb.no2 is 1yr old.. I'm trying to act according to my plan and hope everything go on smoothly although I know there's gonna be some hiccup..
BB.no2 to be born in the rabbit year or dragon year is still a very hard decision for me to made.. Argh~ I got so many things in my mind and I cant made up my mind... I very scare if I have Bb.no2 now den baobei will be neglected which I don't wish to let her have the feeling of neglect.
Baobei is so possesive towards me.. =X If i carry other baby she will be jealous and start crying.. Will this happen to if I were to carry her little sister/brother? Hmmm... That's a mistery.. LoL!
Some times I felt that I really think too much.. But I just cant help thinking.. -_-
How I wish I can no need work and be a SAHM till my kids go into P1.. hahaha... But Singapore dun allow to do that.. If the mother dun work school fee everything will be so high like crazy.. Seriously Donno what our govrt is thinking.. They wan we woman to give birth more but they encourage to continue working too.. Doesnt they noe balancing of work & family is so hard??!! And the living standard in SG is so so high.. If couple got only 1 kid then they are able to just focus on 1 and give the kids the best thing and sent them to the best school... Seriously I think SG govt sometimes abit haywire.. =X
I love kids and I liek to have more of my own kids but financial wise doesnt allow me to do so.. All thanks to the living standard in singapore.. I want to send Trinity to learn piano and ballet BUT this lesson are so expensive... Haiz~Trinity seem to have interest in playing piano... Maybe I should work something out for her.. =X
Ok.. that's all for today.. Gonna go back to do my work liao.. =X Its a saturday today and dunno going where.. Hmm.. Most probably going to stay at home and have dvd marthon with hubby.. LOL!! Buaii buaii!!









